This world is more complicated than we can get our minds (or arms) around. Conventional wisdom says it's better to try than to never know, but I'm not so sure. Rewind wouldn't always be bad. Well, maybe I don't believe myself.... SEE?!? Confusion...

Some of us are damned to try to expand our worlds - and we get trapped in the web of our own construction. Reality snaps into place and we're left in mental bondage. But we can't help but push the envelope of our own experience... for all the right reasons that are an innate part of us. But reconciling all of the pieces of our existence is impossible. The curse of being outside the box.

And if you're left with a gaping hole where you used to find solace... ugh. Sorry...

i will continue making decisions from my heart. the same beautiful mess you were first drawn to. seeking balance and structure. and waterfalls.

i imagine you will do the same. stay the course. it's comfortable in that box. and someone so intelligent can reason his way out of any feeling.

and there we were.